When I worry I do nothing
When I don't know what to do
I carry on
Acting with the same enthusiasm

At times I don't know what I'm doing
I just wander through the day
Ending up at the same place each time

I'm upset at the disappointment I bring
At causing grief for those who don't deserve it
The years of servitude from those I love ending up as waste due to my actions
This is not living

Facades of emotion keep me from giving up
Creating characters to fit my situation
But day after day
The show must go on