being in a relationship
is to be with that person
yet thinking of others
all at the same time
to say I love you
and not know what the words mean
to think contemplate
and wonder why you're with them
and then feel elated when they hold your hand
to be bored and tired of them
and then a single moment will rekindle the flame
mental cheating
lying
loving
all in one huge melting ***
that is what it is like
to be in a relationship