The struggles , hurt, and the suffering were difficult yet they lead me to you.
For if I got my way and would have found the perfect woman for me.
I would probably quit focusing on you and gave her the full focus.
So I am grateful that you gave me these things that lead straight to you.  
Here I stand in your presence seeing so many that got their way.
Yet when they lose that person, they give up on their own life.
These famous people whom commit suicide over the wrong Savior.
Thus I could have been just like them if I gotten my way.