curtains closed, hood up,
doors barricaded,
windows screwed shut
another pipe,
another hit,
that was a mistake,
fuck it
lie down, close eyes,
heart racing,
telling me lies,
need a mask, another guise
panic
panic
what was that noise?
deluded thoughts persisting,
mind twisting,
panic ever increasing,
endorphins releasing
lie down, get back up,
will this panic ever stop?
another pipe,
another hit,
that was a mistake,
fuck it
(c) mandy rigby 03/13/2014