why don't you love me? why did you leave when my bones are frail and my heart is barely beating? i still think you are as mesmerizing as the first time you told me in detail about how much you admire people who pursue their dreams and i swear, on everything i love that i only write about you in poems. You ARE everything i love. You are the only thing I love. And you know what? you are worth it... but i don't know how much longer i can go on trying to pursue my dreams of being with you