truth is clever when you underestimate him, the moment you are sober he will excavate the flesh from your fingernails, grazed out with his fugly ones,
and while you wail in this agony, this soundless saliency, you will seize only for this fragile moment and only then will you cultivate what is true, the truest and the truest fallacies.
it is only like this when it hurts.
ii.
i like the smell of rain because it smells of absolutely nothing, and it reminds me that nothing can really be everything because nothing is what is real and nothing is good, and nothing is better than happiness,
but really, nothing is the only nothing, the nothing that can surrender this theoretical emancipation, this sugar that tastes like cardboard and crack, this chemical that is white enough to bleach away sins with cold fire.
iii.
i'd rather believe in the bruises around my neck, lynched by the metaphysical ribbon that ties me to reality
than to believe in the bruises that appeared on my brain, raw from the world that is fabricated by a *******logical malice derived by a mind like yours.
iv.
am i merely a nudiustertian, and the monsters before that and the carcass after
or am i simply a demonised mother, of 'duplicity' and 'profanity' or any other piece of lexicon that defines a rapture between the word 'human' and the word 'sublime'.
the title may be stupid,and nothing like the 'poem' but it was a good song i was listening to while writting. <3.