The birds chirp in the trees Outside in the breeze Outside it is sunny and bright But inside it is dark as night
It is cold and dark inside And bright and sunny outside I sit here in this dark room Looking out at the world
The tears fall one after another The clouds are my eyes, dark and full So the rain comes down The tears roll
So I get up and close the curtains I can’t look at it anymore It’s so hard to try to be happy Or to look at something so bright and full of joy
So I go into the bathroom and take out mom’s pills 1-2, a few minutes later they are all gone So I go back to the dark room and open the curtains
Then I lay down on my bed and look out the window The bright sun starts to fade The flowers turn black And soon I can’t hear the birds chirping anymore All is silent The joy, is gone -Madi.S