So here I am caught between acceptance and denial, so tell me god, where did you put my file? Am I the man who goes without a plan, to find himself becoming a fan? Or will I lead my life with questions unanswered, as I attempt to decipher your hansard. For I do not understand your politics, as you are a power so high above me, for your meaning I cannot often see, so how am I supposed to decide where to be?