let us not be this way let us just be normal can't you see that i'm only pretending to be calm on the outside but actually i'm shaking like some earthquake eruption deep inside of me my fears are always getting to me and i really can't help it there's nothing i could do i want to scare my demons away but instead they are the ones who are winning the battle i'm trying not to be in this state i really am, please believe me i don't want to scare you but please promise me you'll stay, even if you're lying i just can't handle it the thought of losing you what would i be without your smile?