I forced myself
to sleep early last night
I dozed off right after I
thought of you

I woke up and you
were lying beside me
it was strange
You weren't here

go, just leave!
why am i saying this?
you left me once
i think i could do it again!

i am screaming but
i cant hear myself

you were about to
walk out the door
but i slammed it back
leave!

you went upstairs
almost closed the door
open it!
for ***** sake! open it!

no, you said
i dont have anyone right now
that got me
You have everything!

while you took away mine

i forced the door open
i saw you standing, scared?
baby, dont be afraid
I love-

you kicked me
and i am out of your life again.