You spooned around, looking proud  
Making the chicken in me surface

My shell, harder then ever
Making refuge, hopeful, worth full

But I can't chicken out forever
Can I?
Nor hide in my refuge
Hardening my shells

The tales of Romeo and Juliet
Creating arching melodies to my ears
Giving me soundless hopes
Of a night with you
Waking up to your stretching eyes

I would stare endlessly
At a lifeless picture of yours
Noticing how much time, you did your eyes brows
Detailing how quite perfect, your smiles were

Wandering what thoughts
Lingers your lifeless mind
If you had any, at the moment

I would sit and stare
Still at another picture of yours
Looking how well, your lips curves are
What beauty, it would portray
If you smiled at all time

But you don't
You don't want me to see you smile
How vulnerable, you would become
If I made you laugh...