Just A Rant For You

Does anyone know that itch you get when you see someone else Taking the one you thought was yours ? That little green bug of jealousy Crawling around deep down under your skin. That's how I feel right now. Seeing those girls sweet talk you Flirt with you. It sickens me. I should be everyone one of those girls. I should be the one you love. It's tearing me apart inside to see this. Forget them. Remember me. I was the one who really loved you from the start. Those girls don't love you ! I love you. Me, and me alone. If those girls get any closer to you I'll tear their pretty little heads off And crack their precious perfect fingernails. Burn their expensive clothes with a flamethrower. Take a staple gun to their high heels and Uggs. I'd do anything to see you smile To hear you laugh To taste your lips. You don't seem to see me When those girls are around. They fill your vision Leave no room for me. Do you think that Since the suspected suicide attempt I am weird and not to be talked to ? Well you don't know it but I wasn't gonna harm myself ! It was just a way that I thought I could get you to see me. To understand I'm not one of those girls With the all pink wardrobe And no combat boots And no black Who can't fend for herself. Well I guess that was a fail. I should never have ever uttered the word "Suicide" Because it fucked up my whole damn life. Nowadays you seem to be reserved around me Always alert for anything wrong. I appreciate that you care. But it's not how I need it to be. I need you to just be chill around me Not be so cautious. Please. Let's fix this. Now that you've read that Are you creeped out ? When I say "I love you" I mean that You are just the one I want to hang out with To be friends with To call you mine. Maybe without getting too serious. I just want to be known as yours And you to be known as mine. You could say it's love But it's not exactly love. You get it ? Gosh I feel better now But I need you to be there For me to feel perfect. Thank you.

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