It could be a good use to open up
and strike the hello to familiar faces
in which in a run off seems so awkward and need of avoidance when
crossed upon
maybe just then i would feel less guilty of being myself..
the deep inertia of what makes this woman a man
I long for deep conversations with human kind but I even questioned whether IF such conversations are better than with talking to The God of the universe...
stupid and low thought
but i think i am in this paradigm in which as dumb as i think i may sound speaking  ENGLISH AND LACKING  UNDERSTANDING OF THE USE OF LANGUAGE
i still have needs...that need to be met.

Imagination runs so limited
in what growth is there of it if I constantly believe that I AM THE ONLY ONE who feels and knows..