when i'm asked what i want to do with the rest of my life, "spend it with the only one who overwhelms me with feelings of contentment, makes me smile like nothing is ever wrong or out of place, and comforts me with his arms of relief and bliss" are the only things that run through my mind. but to the person asking me, that sounds absurd. unimaginable. unrealistic. so i resort to a shrug and simply say "i just want to be happy" but your name is embedded in those five minimized words.