There is sorrow in a life of person, whom so many made a difference.
Because I am not sure if I made a difference in their lives.
They pour out their love, plus so very much more into my life.
Yet I was blinded by the fact that I was lonely without a girlfriend nor wife.
But even once I got that it was dead of romance love I still was blinded.
To the fact that Christ has used so many people to shape me and my life.
Yet I still stand in despair because I had/ have so many that care about me.
Praying that maybe I still in all of my brokenness and anger then.
Still reveal Christ so that they still ended up going to heaven up above.