Sometimes you can feel more joy in the uncomfortable times.
Then when you have comfort , yet the loneliness is there.
You can feel love, and take it for granite, but when they are gone.
You can realize that you see yourself as a unlovable person.
Some times through your own hurts and sufferings you draw on helping others.
Because you can empathy with them and their hurting as well.
Its ironic how you can take the people that loves you the most for granite.
Yet be sympathy for the ones that may be just using you in one way or the other.