They never told me
That the you would be nice.
They never told me
That you would barely touch me.
They never told me
That you would be my friend.
When they told me about rapists,
I never thought it would be you.
They told me
that you would take off my clothes
And touch me in ways I didn't like
But that's not what you did
You became my friend
And you made me need you
But I didn't need you.
I didn't need to hold your hand
I didn't need you to touch my hair
When I asked you not to.
I didn't need you to try and hug me
Just for laughs
When I went running down the halls
In tears.
You never saw me cry,
Did you?
I didn't need you,
But I thought I did.
I let you into my mind
I told you all my secrets
And you told everyone else
You try to make me unhappy.
I feel like such a little girl.
Because when you ***** me,
You were nice
You barely touched me
You were my friend
You never took off my clothes
You took down my walls
And ran away with my sense of security
My trust
My Mind!
When you ***** me,
You ruined all that I am
With words.