I hear the sound
Pain
Disguised with thin sighs of pleasure
It is an angry sound
Pent up rage
Sadness
Excitement
Never stopping once but its hurting so bad but there is no rest
These things don’t last
They never do
I try not to smile because I know it is almost over
The night is ending
I lie in your lap and let it go
Until you can’t focus
I plead with you but I am silent
I wish that you’d understand
Don’t go yet, you told me you would be there this time.
You said.
The dull sound on the other end of this conversation
Leaves me with trembling wrists
Confusion
Doubt
Confusion
Resentment
ANGER BECAUSE I CAN’T UNDERSTAND THIS AT ALL
Tell me why you must still play this game.
Or drain me
Until there is nothing left here