Does it really matters, that you have to have your way. Does it really matter, that you have to be married now. I mean God will give you the desires of your heart . If only you would lay down your will to pick up his first. I mean every one is suffering these days , everyone. Its because the united states is turning it back on God. So many hearts are turning cold and so very selfish. They are walking away from a Savior God that loves them.