I once was a child born of two worlds not one Fleeing a fate I can’t see, one I can not outrun A shell of a person, a spirit with no soul A creature foreign to all with no place and no role
Every person I met left me scared and perplexed Life seemed easy to them, but I always felt vexed This emotional logic and conventional wisdom Was beyond comprehension and often quite fearsome
I could not understand why I did not fit in Was there something I’d done, an unforgivable sin Or was I missing a piece of what you call humanity Leaving me broken and taken by insanity
Then at night when the world left me all to myself I saw through the darkness the hand I was dealt But though clear as mid day I saw spirits walk by They never paid notice, never batted an eye
I was part of both worlds but only through chains I was stuck as a being that nothing could explain So I tried to reach out to the spirits of the night Maybe they could give wisdom, and make my path right
I invited them in and I tried to ask questions But their language was harsh, and all I got were impressions So I struggled through nights, and I struggled through days Trying to make sense of this thickening haze
Then one day a being of great power and need Approached me in slumber and talked of being freed I was offered a choice that would shatter reality Save a life and be given a sense of normality
This being would soon die, and I learned I would too I had skirted existence, and both worlds ran me through But if we were to merge, like two sides of a coin We could split our existence, and one world we would join
I would never know fully the truth of my existence But with a connection I could close one distance I could focus on the day, learning wisdom and mortality Knowing through it all I would give up universality
Though my choice was not easy, I made up my mind To make two worlds collapse, and exist through mankind So these words are for you, in eternal celebration May we both forever more be free from isolation