just like me to be the one to lose my nerve I don’t even think of you sipping your coffee and yawning
his honey-throat spreading imagined hospitality like butter on toast—the bard of Royal Street ringing bells of that known once and only, that forgotten bard of Montmartre
e, e, e, e, e, e, e, e, e, d, c, d
I walked up and down and up and down and up and down, wrought-iron balconies and hanging plants and circus clowns and cocktails named things like Aviator and Little Josephine in my ribs.
hurricane season came and went the apartment Jacob rented painted salmon by the new tenant I kept walking all I heard was jazz
II. The Splatter
I met a man all the way from Delhi at the mismatched butterfly-printed breakfast table. He said
“Where are you from?”
and I said a little town near Philly and he said
“Where are you going?”
and I said I haven’t got a clue.
He told me they let you paint the walls with pen strokes and they never paint it over.
He said to love thy neighbor ‘cause she looks okay and when they ask what brings you here to smile and tell them
“Well isn’t that just none of your **** business.”
III. The End
it was just like me to be the one to lose my nerve—
I step off the plane humming in my best imitation honey voice a little drunk on airplane wine
it’s raining here and I only remember that one line