up here the wind blows with fists never felt it this heavy, so heavy the car tips and I jostle in my seat sounds like thick palms slamming against the windows and I look out towards the mountains where a line of thin grey cloud settles across the hills. we are in a valley and the wind hurls itself down the crests and heaves into the middle of town with it's fat belly, rushing in plumes up my skirt and lifting my hair in tendrils, all tendrils always tendrils.