At one point you made me feel
like I was the only girl in the world that you could love.
Your affectionate touch, your soft spoken words.
In every way making me feel like I was yours.
All those days we spent together,
all those late nights I wish’d would last forever.
I never thought it would all be gone.

I can’t blame you entirely
for giving up on and letting me go so easily.
It seems I’m the only one surprised at how this ended.
I just didn’t know it was possible
for someone so intentional and caring
to be washed over in a sea of apathy.
Because when I needed you most
you ran scared and left me alone because you didn’t care.
Now the memories are not sweet-all they do is sting.

Everyday that passes every hour that drags on, your silence rings volumes in my ear. Because just like that you disappeared.

Everyday that passes every hour that drags on, I’ve come to terms that you really are gone.

Everyday that passes every hour that drags on every tick of the second hand, I am that much further in moving on.