Eight months of sorrow poured through my eye.
Through each tear that shed,
The pain hidden in silence begins to die.
It is imperative to rise above all the deceit said.

A shadow of choices follows through with each step.
With or without the presence of another the lone feeling is still there.
But now a new life is what I must prep.
Place your judgment you can, but between you and I there's no compare.

I look for a relief map,
But get stuck in a land of lost dreams.
No joy can come in this depression trap.
For I've been here before and yelled the same screams.

However, I move with faith knowing I normally get out of this.
But there's so much separation and a need to be reclusive.
A vast amount of bonds is what my heart miss.
It's foolish though cause they were mostly unhealthy and abusive.