Push the ignition on this endless waiting. Find the purpose behind hours of need with zero payoff. Find the taxes gone and the bills paid and the paycheck empty and count it another in a long line of the very same day.
Post your feelings across the void and hope a voice calls back in text. Because gone are the days when we could stand for things and let ourselves cry out loud enough to be heard.
Gone is the moment when the method was undecided and the purpose grand. Oh, we know just how to do it, but our causes have shrunk. Rebuilding a word with lines of code and the promises stolen from us by three generations of people who meant well but delivered chaos and grinning apathy.
We were great once, I hear it all the time. But with the buildings coming down and the march of what we can no longer call progress, I'm finding a disturbing lack of evidence that we were ever more than what little we are.
Our voices have been caged by the the things that were meant to broadcast them. We have been silenced by the application of free thought. Is there irony in that? Or is it just another sad reminder of how we destroy beautiful things because we fail, time and again, to recognize our potential?
It's the waiting that does me in. It's this day by day same old same old that has it's hooks in me. I'm a generation trained to be delivered up what I need. I want to call out a battle cry and propel us toward the ill defined "great" we could be. But my generation doesn't have a voice. We only just barely have a name.