i sit in the darkness
for i can not see
why is it that emotion controls me
fear

i try to see the sun
but the cloudiness in my eyes
prevents me
fear

i want to feel safe
both day and night
but can't
fear

why is the darkness my comfort
but light my prison
fear

when i look inside myself is see a tornado of color
these colors are my emotions
emotions i can not control
fear

each color stands for one emotion
red is anger
blue is happiness
purple is sadness
black is hate
yellow is commonness
grey is fear

why can i not understand these emotions and control them
fear
do i really have these emotions
am i emotionless
a person who feels nothing

or is it something else
fear

by scarlet rose
April 23, 2014