I appreciate your praise But it won't find it's home in my heart I did nothing admirable I failed you I tired to keep him safe but I should have never let him slip And he fell so hard But he got back up without me And maybe that proves that I was right That he never really needed me That he was always happier without me But neither of us ever had the heart to say it I didn't want to admit it But he never wanted to hurt me Which is useless because he did Many times But Constance I didn't save anyone I took credit for a heart that healed itself Cause I was never any use to anyone I never wanted him to get better Because at least when he was low he needed me To bring him back up I'm sorry for all the lies I should have taken better care of him I promised I would But I've never been good at keeping my promises So Constance Your praise is appreciated But it won't find it's home in my heart