I really don't know what to write to right
This Is my way to let it out, just to right
I'll just talk about the luggage I carry on this flight
This light piloted by life
Me and my ex stay in fights
She left me I guess she had her rights
So lost a year of tears I cry out a night
Want her to be happy without me in her sights
Tried to run to my second love
I cud explain but it's tough
Stupid to think I have one but my problems are rough
Needless to say she went up in a puff
She got a man now yea just my luck
Emotions slapped around like a hockey puck
A old friend asked me to prom to get a tux
Talking to her brings up old feeling aww shucks
I think I like her now this *****
Want to kiss her don't know how she feels I'm stuck
Harder to control my heart than a wild buck
A girl I like really likes me
Want to go for it but I'm not ready
Sad to be single but stressful to go steady
I don't know if I'm ready
I don't know if I'm ready
I tried suicide seven times this week
And all it did is show me that I'm weak
Those that inherit the earth are the meek
I barley eat
Don't sleep
I'm a freak
deep down under the sheets
I'm a freak