I think, I think, I think everyday. About the bad memory that play in my head. Why can't I get it out of here? Stop controlling me. Stop it! Why are you bringing up my mistakes and bad memories huh? I can see it now. I see my family yelling, screaming, throwing glass bottles everywhere. Why? Why?? WHY?!?! Get out of here!! I'm tired of hearing you over and over again! I'm freaking out, hyperventilating, scared. Why are you punishing me huh?! I'm starting to see light. It's very bright! I never knew it would go this far. You saw what my "thinking" did to me. Now I'm in a mental hospital and will NEVER see the day light ever! You thought that memory went away? Think again