the Chicago headlines this morning read: thirty-two wounded and nine dead, my thoughts moved slowly sinking into my dark coffee so simple and reassuring me and my cup there, for now β then back to the violent banner of pulling triggers on irrational and divided spots that burn out existence with deadly power settling the look of the other existing and struggling for status and spurred turf and resources in a hastily forceful system, where chambered rounds are shot from cracked windows like ordinary memos by windy city herds that graze on concrete and charge with their swords held high in waxed cutlasses while the mountain cloud and blue sky turns pale in response rains ultimately come to wash the chalk and blood away from the open pastures the audience hesitating with indifference holding their little crosses waitingβ¦waiting, and nothing to be done.