Remembering a time, I thought was difficult but now realizing.
The truth of the matter  it was uncomfortable at worst case.
But at the time it seem quite difficult , but I had Gods help.
Though out my life I thought I was living in hopelessness.
Because I felt unloved , unwanted, and very rejected in life.
But still I was alive, there were and still are people that love me.
I listened too much to the twisted evil one whispering in my ear.
When in fact there were some that really did care about me.