She often seems confused, and pauses midway through a task, unsure which way to go, and drops her task to move on to another. With hurting feet and tunnel vision, hearing muffled, voices staticky and loud, confusion is a sea she cannot swim. She is an hourglass, her memory, slow falling through the hole, and all her days are passing through a chasm out of reach. The old one slowly turning back to child, needs mothering from children till she's born.