My heart is full of love But my mind is full of pain My dream’s to rise above But my fears are all the same In this world of confusion We fall into this state We get lost in the illusion Where are words cut deep To the point that we break And our hearts begin to weep As our love becomes too weak I apologize for it all For every fight I cause From not taking your call To putting feelings on pause I take all the blame And with it, the shame The old me would shout and scream Fought first Until he blew his steam The new me will show respect Listen to your words Take them and reflect This old me is the past The new me is now And now is here to last