In the heat of the daytime And in the cool of the night Sometimes it escapes my mind But when caught in the moment Of favorite songs I can't help but feel sublime
You confront me subconsciously And encircle me dearly I cannot escape from you now I want to forfeit and surrender To feel and remember But I honestly do not know how
When I'm caught in those moments On cool spring nights During a car ride home with my someone new A song comes on the radio Which reminds me of us And I look out the window as trees brush through
He is talking to me But all I can seem to grasp Are the issues that lie on my heart I'm dreaming of you And remembering last year On this night, when we fell apart
I am envisioning laying in my bed The covers strewn over my head Shaking and crying with grief Perhaps there was something more Something I can't quite put my finger on That brought me some sense of relief
Perhaps it was the thought That things were not right That every time you hugged me, something was missing But maybe that wasn't your fault Or mine either So what's so bad about reminiscing?
It's been a year I can't believe I can't quite reconcile How everything seemed so perfectly chaotic But self-destructive And I hid it all with a smile