I sit quiet trying to describe the thoughts on my mindset but i'm silent and my thoughts aren't quite sounding right yet and my silence is being charged as a knife like a forged threat now i'm forced to regret everything i just said and i'm stuck on the fence does this make me defenseless ? am i lost if i don't know where e x a c t l y this fence is? it's senseless to me to defend all of my mentions I'm just trying to find truth behind these false pretenses