Smoke rises thick and strange
liplocking a joint,
my hand gently caressing his thigh,
I'm high.
Haze, daze, kaleidoscopic vision and
a million ways of looking at life.
Heart race.
Touch the air, taste the lights
blips of conversations
picture not in whole
i remember words, feelings, lies,
bloodshot eyes, laughs, unforgivable social gaffes.
Silence.
distorted vision, emotional collision
yellow, blue, red.
Green.
we're suddenly in bed
warm flesh, breathing escalated
damp sheets, whispered profanity
euphoric chills, midnight treats.
we crave the lights again,
we want to feel the air, and we try,
the smoke and the ceiling find embrace
once again,
it's late, we debate, and tessellate the night
with pieces of our mind.
Fate. you talk to me, you tell me your secrets and I relate
sun beams seep through the shades
and glaze our bodies to rest,
we hug them and lay side by side:
I'm numb,
you're oblivious,
we're derezzed.
The night of my first attempt at ****.