Waiting
to hear
do you want to come
with us?

Lets go!
with a smile on
their faces

Join us!
with approval in
their eyes

because you're so
cool
so awesome

The words
I like you

Instead I see
something else

Is it
mean looks?
Disdain?
You're in my way?
Move!

Do I hear
Yes I do hear
worthless
And other utterings
which make me
cold
bold in the mean way
sad with dry tears
mad with burning hate inside

They leave me
alone

Always alone

So when they ask me
Finally

I say no
with a smile that cry
They see a happy face
instead the pain hidden under
a sweet blanket

Why should I go
when they probably
dont really
want
to have me there

So I am

alone

Alone