I AM a monster. The boy dropped At my feet My first thought - "Could have been me Who got popped" I am a monster, Left him there At the foot of the stair Out the side door To the car before Cops blocked the drive I am a monster Never asked why Or did he survive Kept it all in And smiled at dinner "More mashed, dear?" I am the monster Who lived life in lies Thinks of his own Perfect, lovely son Hides away and cries It could have been him