Some days I can't get out of bed I just can't bear to lift my head Sometimes it hurts to breathe My pain continues to seethe Why did I just yell at them They're taking blood again I wish the results were clear My life is at a full tilt veer I can't believe it might be cancer ******* it! just give me the answer Is that even a possible at nineteen I guess not they say I'm clean So what is it then I guess it's back to the doctors again I'm losing all my lucious locks And my stomache is always on the rocks I'm sick of being sick My future is being ****** by a tic What a vicious nasty disease Please God cure it please please please I want to play with my daughter I want the energy to get even hotter I'm so young it seems so unfair I want done with this whole affair Maybe next time But for now I'll end this rhyme
I'm glad I got that out, even though there's still so much more I feel about this whole ordeal. The fear, all the lost time, The medical bills piling up. This whole thing just *****!