You should quickly get help, before you lose control.  If  you do, you can endanger your life, by someone who are bold.
You may need a Doctor, to release stress off your mind.  You don't want to lose control, with an explosion in your head, at the very wrong time.
We live in a world, where the least thing can offend.  You should always be in control, so you do not have to bend.
Once you lose control, no one is safe.  You will not be trusted, but viewed as a person that causes waste.
Losing control will make you do anything.  Especially, things that's evil, in the back behind the scene.
By, Sandra Juanita Nailing