My life is crashing, days are passing, I'm slowly gasping for air to breathe but it would be so much easier to leave. Just stop trying to go on, finally get the courage and dig the blade deeper, swallow the pills, cause this mountain is only getting steeper, what's it worth to keep going? What am I worth to anybody? I'm nothing but a lonely,broken girl who causes no happiness, makes no positive difference, I'm just a burden to everyone, life would be better with me gone. Well I think it's time so let me get my knife ,find my heart,cut it deep and see if anyone will miss me.