There's no such thing as an apathetic view
To hold no values seems to be so sickening
Horrible
And rather revolting

Yet

It's seems to be all there is
An apathetic view
I don't care about much besides the lust I crave every so often

It's been almost a year since I could count the stars in your eyes with

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I am since a boy who would cry when forced to hurt others

And now

I am apathetic

I can bring stings to anyone and refuse to sigh
I can break trust as easy I can break my bones
But I still wish to feel the warm sands of the Sahara across your beautiful and pale skin

Maybe I'm too desperate
Even though I get what I want
You lovely lady
You make me want to learn French and pathetically charm you with it

I am not severely
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Anymore

I don't want to die
Or so it seems at times