There are no mistakes in life, just lessons and it is our responsibility and our right to learn whatever we may from what we have done.
With that being said
I've seen what he's done to you and maybe you really have forgiven and forgotten but mine is no house of God and I will do no such thing
I admit that my own lesson may be one born of spite rather than wisdom but despite its lineage it is a lesson rooted so deep in my soul that to deny it would be to stand against my very being
I guess that's just a ******* way of saying I'd rather die than watch you wither away with him again.
But maybe your lesson is in clemency and mine is just in letting go.
So I'm letting you go and WHEN he hurts you IF I'm still alive YOUR lesson will be in heeding the warnings of the scorned.