There are no mistakes in life,
just lessons
and it is our responsibility
and our right
to learn whatever we may
from what we have done.
With that being said
I've seen what he's done to you
and maybe you really have
forgiven and forgotten
but mine is no house of God
and I will do no such thing
I admit that my own lesson may
be one born of spite rather than
wisdom but despite its lineage
it is a lesson rooted so deep in my soul
that to deny it would be to stand
against my very being
I guess that's just a bullshit way
of saying I'd rather die than watch
you wither away with him again.
But maybe your lesson is in clemency
and mine is just in letting go.
So I'm letting you go
and WHEN he hurts you
IF I'm still alive
YOUR lesson will be in heeding
the warnings of the scorned.
Or maybe just in picking better lovers.