Confined inside my comfort zone,
This wall I've built and call my own,
It seems so serene -- my own universe,
But I'm trapped inside my own ******* curse.
It's not that I don't want to destruct them,
I just lack the courage -- I'm sorry for the obstruction.
So badly I want to let you in,
So badly I want to let you win,
I wish that I could allow you to defeat them,
But I can't even begin to beat them.
Please don't find it personal -- someday I promise to fall,
But now I'm stuck here waiting for this ******* wall.