Your winter coat hanging in my doorway blue wool buttons and frayed edges with one dun hair clinging to the collar.
you left me with these things.
three kisses goodbye under a streetlight
The first tasted like every flower blooming in every summer, every blackberry, every honeybee at the screendoor, the skirts of every rainstorm, distilled and drank.
The second felt like committing something to memory. The locking of a jewelry box, the pressing of a leaf, twisting of a ring; the way in which a muscle remembers.
The third was a hesitation. You had already reassigned me as a bedtime story, counting these things like sheep. We stepped over the threshold between now and once.
Your coat hanging in some other doorway hanging from your thin frame, packed away in a box until
until,
what we are now is arbitrary lengths of time and distance.