I'm everything I hate in this world
But yet it's all I can be

I'm everything I can't control
But yet It's all I know

Beautiful is all I what to be
But yet I'm stuck in me

Happiness is all I want to achieve
But yet blood is all I can see

Fear is the only thing I hate
But yet running is all I do

Forgotten is the one word I can't say
But yet it seems like it's me

Lost is all I hoped I won't be
But yet I'm still screaming

Alive is all I wish I can feel  
But yet I can't seem to breath