Today was the first day in a while that I thought About being in your dad's garage While you set up your lights and trusses Trying to make a show You explained to me how they worked And smiled that smile when you looked over at me While I was just soaking it all in
I remember, once, being there Being lost with you In that moment Listening to blaring music Watching your light show play on the ceiling and walls Being amazed by you And what you could do My heart full to bursting of things I couldn't say Feelings I felt for you Being there was like being in your heart I was a third party watching you doing what you loved best Surrounded by the things you loved the most Things you are great at And, now, I can't look at you doing it Creating shows and productions Like at homecoming or at prom Because it breaks my heart again and again To know I can't stand in your garage and see you create *Magic
I have never told anyone this before. These are the most special memories I miss the most.