It seems so long since I've been Oso strong. The slide came and took my loved one away. Green moss like velvet will soon cover where they lie buried. Why I survived and they were taken leaves me sad and weary. I shall never forget the fateful day the slide came down and took my love away. I shall always remember our life before, and I am stunned and in shock at what has come to pass. There is no way back and we must try to carry on. Leaving them behind. Finding no peace of mind. Trying to make sense of this disaster, this catastrophe of epic proportions. Oso sad, trying to be Oso strong. But what I really want is for this never to have happened. To wake up from this bad dream and see them tomorrow. But that is not to be. I can't reach them where they are, they have been ripped apart from me. I am Oso angry and filled with sorrow.' This knocked me down and cut me to my core. Maybe one day with time I will wake to find... It's still a beautiful world.