you tame me with those azure eyes your voice cuddles my hurting heart yet that distant stare is not for me am I absent from your mind does my old age erode the memories of you and I in our youth for time is constant, relentless ticks I have been soften, my sturdy roots weaken, the insects of life slowly feast just toss me in the compost pile let the monarch pick up my ashes deposit me onto a ****** flower its petals open to the warm sun and the circle will be complete